Hands are raised all around me and I feel the stinging uncomfortable feeling of tears coming. I don’t want to cry. I am so excited to be here. Amazed that God has gotten me to this point in my journey and been so amazing in every intricate detail. It’s been a “look what MY GOD can do” journey. As the notes to a new song, Behold Our God fill the chapel at Southeastern Seminary, I am overwhelmed. I am a vile person. I have done things, thought things and said things that I shouldn’t. I have been involved in sin that makes me feel ashamed. I almost bow my head with the weight of that shame, but I remember that God has saved me from that. I am here in this place at this time in my life to worship and glorify Him. I stop the damning thoughts that Satan is whispering into my heart and begin to sing. I belong here. I was brought here. Why am I allowing Satan to make me feel any different? I feel like I am getting to the top of a hill where I am about to see over and look out over the horizon at what God has for me. I cannot wait to see where He leads.
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